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He likes her for her

She does her hair and makeup
Hoping that he will notice
When what she doesnt know
Is that theres always a guy who notices her

A guy who couldnt care about how she looks
A guy who just wants to hold her in his arms
And it hurts when she says shes alone
And he is standing beside her waiting
Waiting for her to realize
Realize that he wants her in his life
Not for the hair and makeup
But for her
He likes her for her...

Alone

I miss the warm summer rain,
The days when I felt like I was in a movie
Where everything seemed to come into place
Like peices of a puzzle
It just seemed to fit
Like it was supposed to be

For the first time of my life I felt comfortable alone
Until I found a note at work
It had a heart on it
How I hopped it was for me
It was a blank note

But it could have meant alot
Then I realized
Im not alone
That not could have meant just as much to someone else
I guess im just trying to say
I feel like im not alone at being alone anymore...

Sometimes I wonder...

Why do you always have to break me down?
I dont know what I did
Why is it that whenever something good comes my way
You take it away and slap me in the face
Treat me like im stupid
Treat me like im not perfect

I dont know how you were raised
But its ok to make mistakes
Its ok to look at the stars and feel small
Its ok to believe
Its ok to admit your wrong sometimes


I wish I had to apologize
For something I did
Because then you would have a reason
To be so bitter and cold
I don't know why I continue
This empty friendship

You tell me you wouldn't defend me
If I got in a fight
When I would put myself in the way of a bullet for you
Why dont you understand?
Life isnt about what you can do for yourself
But what life can do for you

I dont know where you come off
Being so selfish and conceited
But im done
Im tired of being there for you
Even tho you dont need it
You know you could always turn to me

What's new?

Well, alot of things are new, an example would be I put Nutella on my sandwich instead of peanut-butter and thats as interesting as it gets. I have been checking out allot of forums for one I like recently but most of them seem like its just a bunch of idiot's who managed to figure out a keyboard. Oh well, I got an interview to work at the Cold Lake Sun today and it went well I start next Thursday, my dream of being a writer is starting to unfold. I got my new rockband guitar so even as I type this my hands are begging me to stop, they just cant take it anymore.

For some odd reason in the last few days I have found myself really into astronomy. Looking at hundreds of pictures of the universe even going as far as star-gazing by myself on a cold winter night. The stars are amazing phenomenon's aren't they. Amazing spheres of fiery inferno, billions of miles away but when I look at them I know there is something more, something bigger. Something I cant explain. It cant help but make you feel tiny like a single pixel in a bigger picture.

Could of been...

I smile at you, you say goodbye
You kiss my cheek and i'm alright
And now your gone and im alone
no one said the road would be so long
but now your gone...

You asked me for another chance
and then you left
I might not understand
Why you left

It could of been that I cared to much
Could of been that you hurt to much
Could of been anything but right

Its been a month and your still gone
All hope is lost and I miss you
But now I say goodbye and Goodnight

The Big Day!!!

Today is the day where I get awarded the prize for my efforts but I will begin by telling you what those efforts were.

I recently found out about a competition concerning graphic design and I immedietly decided to enter. ( It helps that the prize was a 16 GB Ipod touch) For 3 days I was in the wilderness hunting beasts of monstrous proportions and getting mauled by what I believe was big foots mother. thinking about what I was going to do. As soon as I got back in the confines of civilization I began creating what was the winning entry.

I found out that I won in December and with christmas break and all they made the ceremonie to a set date in January. Today

Today will be the ceremony to show who won and why they won and its a press event also.

I hope to update whenever I can today...